May 2013
5 posts
insouciance \in-SOO-see-uhns; Fr. an-soo-SYAHNS\ , noun
the quality of being insouciant; lack of care or concern; indifference.
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Desperate. I don’t know what for, but I am.
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I haven’t felt like this in a long time but all I know is I feel like dying.
It’s temporary, I know. And Ill feel better in the morning.
nubesque:
“Do not fall in love with people like me we will take you to museums and parks and monuments and kiss you in every beautiful place so that you can never go back to them without tasting us like blood in your mouth”
“A woman is not written in braille, you don’t have to touch her to know her.”
March 2013
9 posts
“These kinds of fights can never be won - even if you’re the victor,...”
– David Levithan, The Lover’s Dictionary
bonesofbirch:
you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships
you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you
you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving
you don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself
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I’ve realized there’s no point in arguing. You never understand from my side. I’ve realized I will always be wrong, no matter the circumstances. I don’t have it in me anymore. I’d rather run away from it. But you know what? I’m going to be fine. I’m going to be happy. And let me tell you, my thoughts right now are the clearest ones I’ve had in the...
this girl telling me not to eat my cake because i don’t want my thighs to touch
they won’t be touching with your man between them
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From morning to night. From dark to light. From hot to cold. From your surrounding shell to your inner core. From your most shallow thoughts to your most buried memories, insecurities, and fears. I want to know you in a way no one else ever has.
February 2013
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I’ve been feeling a little down lately; just stressed and tired. There’s so much to do but I can’t accomplish anything. There’s so much to think about but I can’t even focus.
Take a deep breath and repeat after me:
I am not a letter grade
I am not a gpa
I am not a statistic
I am not just a student
I am good at something
I am more than what an institution tells me I am
January 2013
7 posts
The End - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
You finally...
my favourite thing is when someone says “i think about you a lot” or “i had a dream about you” or “i was just about to text you” or something because the fact that i occur to someone when I’m not talking to them or anything is the best thing i just
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For some damn reason you think you’re different from every other bitch on earth. It’s obvious you’re as trashy as the hoes you talk shit about. You’re fucking crazy, so sit your ass down and shut up.
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It’s not the past because it’s still present in my mind. But I try my best to separate then from now. Yet, I feel that it’s insensitive to expect me to dismiss, forget, or ignore the times I felt hurt.
Word I write down are soulful. Forever I’ll remain...
December 2012
11 posts
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I think the only one who understands is my best friend.
“My eyes are are a river filler. This drink is a liver killer. My chest is a...”
– Ed Sheeran
Sometimes I really don’t feel like existing like not in a suicidal way but I just wish there was a way of pausing life so that I could sleep for a few weeks and figure some stuff out and then not have to feel guilty for missing loads of stuff because really no time had passed at all
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You pay attention and you make me think. You force me further into my own thoughts than I ever do on my own. You’re intelligent. And you have this unconventional understanding of people.
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To Do List
Be tasteful in speech - refrain from swearing, pronounce words clearly, and avoid slang. Retreat from social networking. Become generous with my smile. Develop authenticity and never put up pretenses. Become more gracious and humble. Refine my manners. Go to church and grow spiritually. Heighten that quality of the people I am around. Never appear stressed. Keep my opinions to myself. Downplay my...
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“In a field I am the absence of field. This is always the case. Wherever I am, I...”
– Mark Strand
“I see you in them
in both the lines of laughter,
and scars of sorrow.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
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AM Kidd - Somebody Special
I was listening to...
November 2012
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I do. I just don’t know how to show it or say it. I’m not good at this. But I do more than anything.
i love christmas i love all the red and green and gold decorations and when people put their lights up at night and i love hearing christmas music everywhere and decorating christmas trees and gingerbread and eggnog and ugly christmas sweaters and christmas shopping for other people and seeing all the cute christmas displays and i love cheesy christmas movies and how everybody is just happy for...
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“I mean, Jesus, who even gives a fuck about sex? People act like it’s the most...”
– John Green and David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson
If you wonder when I hear that song if I wonder too, I do.
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i wonder how the votes would turn out if romney was black and obama was white
“My dear,
Find what you love and let it kill you.
Let it drain you of your all....”
– Charles Bukowski
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I’m not sure if I’ve been healing or if I’ve just been too distracted to notice how hurt I still am. Maybe I reopened some old wounds. Maybe I think too much. Maybe this will pass and tomorrow I’ll see the world as beautifully as I once did.
I’ll give it time.
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“These days I just can’t seem to say what I mean. I just can’t. Every time I try...”
– Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood
October 2012
15 posts
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“I’ll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the...”
– Henry Rollins 