December 2011
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How can I feel so right to you, but you feel so...
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Take all my memories with you and just erase them...
You can never reminisce when you forget it all.
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I intentionally hurt myself over and over again. I purposely trigger memories to see if I’ve gotten over things. I don’t like to ignore any pain I have. So if I’m hurt, I’ll mule over it again and again until I can think about it and feel nothing. It takes time and it hurts during, but it’s how I deal with things. So when I can listen to a song, look at a picture, or...
“What you’re thinking is what you’re becoming”
– Muhammad Ali (via lyrical-redemption)
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Everything was fine and now you’ve just disappeared. This is familiar in two different ways but I guess we all have our reasons. I remember I was waiting for you to get back. I was hoping you’d want to spend time with me. I thought I still mattered. Well I don’t know what happened and why we haven’t talked since you got back. It doesn’t make sense.
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Can we be friends? Because I could really use one...
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I could but I shouldn’t. And if I do, a lot of people will get mad. I don’t know if I want to but maybe it would help. I suppose it would be interesting and get me past what I’m afraid of. I’m thinking it will make everything worse. I could be selfish or I can be considerate of everyone.
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I told my her, “what, was that suppose to make me feel better? how does that change anything for me? what was the point of telling me? im tired of this charade and you’re all fake.”
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I feel like breaking down and giving up on everything.
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I wonder how you’ll try and rub this in my face. In a matter of time you’ll probably text me and tell me how great everything is and I probably won’t say much. You’ll probably try and make me jealous of the fun you’ve been having and I’ll just reply to be polite. I must refrain from telling you how little I care. I’ll try not to tell you how much it...
“If I had the minutes, I would turn them into hours. And make love to your mind...”
– Chris Brown (All Back)
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Man puts head in vagina. →
"You'll never make me stay so take your weight off...
“You know I wish you nothing but the best right? But at night I pray to God he...”
– Travis McCoy (Don’t Pretend)
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"Unless you try to do something beyond what you...
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I look so tired and disgusting. I haven’t been sleeping well and my nose keeps bleeding for some reason. I feel better but I look terrible.
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My head hits the pillow, a weeping willow. I can't...
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Too bad the one person I thought would never judge me, is doing just that. But you know, that’s cool and all.
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Listen
frank ocean + jhene aiko = the future of REAL r&b.
+ the weeknd
my thoughts during school: lol penis lol
my thoughts when im trying to go the fuck to sleep: the purpose of life is not to be happy. it is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well
God bless the child that can hold his own. God...
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All I really wanna do is cuddle in bed with someone, listen to my favorite music, and talk about all the little stories I have for each song.
“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams,...”
– Lady Gaga (via alexismarie)
Forgiveness is not something we do for other...
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I’ve been dealing with the same problem for so long but it’s taken all of this time for me to realize that if it hasn’t gotten better by now, why do I think it will later?
In some situations you have to be mature enough to...
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I should get over it. I should let everything go. But I cant. I’m still mad.
Be straight up with me and I'll be straight up...
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Yup, I threw up again and it was a success. I started feeling sick again and now I feel a lot better. I guess I won’t be eating or drinking anything at all because it will only lead to more throw up and sickness. The good news is my mom brought me my favorite socks and they were still warm from the dryer. I’m gonna try and sleep soon. I’m so tired, it was a rough day for everyone...
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Awh I love this song. Reminds me of my friend...
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LOL, I don’t have to worry about getting fat during the holidays. I’ll probably lose weight after everything I threw up and shitted out. I feel so much better after getting everything out. But I’ll probably have another round of this, I can already feel my stomach gurgling and I had my mom get me a fresh bag. So yeah, that was my Christmas :)
Ah, so I spent Christmas in bed, just like yesterday. Everyone is really sick. My dad, niece, and brother in law spent yesterday night and today throwing up. My niece hadn’t been eating much because of how sick she is. I’ve been in my room with my ear ache, fever, and all of that good stuff. We went to the non-emergency hospital today, since there aren’t any doctors open. I got...
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I spent my Christmas eve in bed. I got up once to go take Christmas pictures, but then I came back and went straight to my room. I didn’t leave my room after that except to eat. My nose is so runny. My whole body hurts and whenever I get up, I get dizzy along with a terrible head ache. Hopefully I don’t feel as sick tomorrow. Goodnight. By the way, the tradition of A Christmas Story...
