Desperate. I don’t know what for, but I am.
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I haven’t felt like this in a long time but all I know is I feel like dying.
It’s temporary, I know. And Ill feel better in the morning.
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I’ve realized there’s no point in arguing. You never understand from my side. I’ve realized I will always be wrong, no matter the circumstances. I don’t have it in me anymore. I’d rather run away from it. But you know what? I’m going to be fine. I’m going to be happy. And let me tell you, my thoughts right now are the clearest ones I’ve had in the past two months.
I’ve been weak, passive, and feeble. But I’m through with that.
The confidence and the I don’t give a fuck attitude that I’ve lacked recently - its back. And today, I feel alright. Tomorrow I’ll feel good, and the day after that I’ll feel even better.
Break up with me if you feel that everything is my fault. Leave me. But I’m done saying sorry to you, I’ve said it enough. The ball is in your court.
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From morning to night. From dark to light. From hot to cold. From your surrounding shell to your inner core. From your most shallow thoughts to your most buried memories, insecurities, and fears. I want to know you in a way no one else ever has.
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I’ve been feeling a little down lately; just stressed and tired. There’s so much to do but I can’t accomplish anything. There’s so much to think about but I can’t even focus.
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For some damn reason you think you’re different from every other bitch on earth. It’s obvious you’re as trashy as the hoes you talk shit about. You’re fucking crazy, so sit your ass down and shut up.
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It’s not the past because it’s still present in my mind. But I try my best to separate then from now. Yet, I feel that it’s insensitive to expect me to dismiss, forget, or ignore the times I felt hurt.
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I think the only one who understands is my best friend.
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You pay attention and you make me think. You force me further into my own thoughts than I ever do on my own. You’re intelligent. And you have this unconventional understanding of people.
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I do. I just don’t know how to show it or say it. I’m not good at this. But I do more than anything.
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